Things seem to go wrong.. is not only one but is more than that..

Today , i realise u treat me so coldly . now i know the reason. yes maybe i say something that hurt u .. but now the problem is i donno wat i had said..u say u hate me because u say i have critisized and mock u .. but i didn't .. i can't even rmb wat i had said . this few years i nv thought of making fun or critisized u before..u laugh loudly ,i know its is to make me feel miserable and guilty and to tell me .. without me, you can also be as happy as before..but do you know , when i need ur support and help badly, u are not even there for me.. You can laugh and make fun of ppl and say joking only..but why can't ppl joke with you?.. You will think without you , i will be very lonely and sad.. Yes i admit i will be lonely and sad but ..i will tell myself .without u , i will be happier than before.

Pe - didn;t play much but i perspire alot ..
Chinese - do compo about racial harmony .. and i manage to rush and finish in 2 period..
Physic - go through physic assignment ( kinematic) and i have wrong 3/4 .. but nvm at least i know my mistake now
Chemistry - went to lab and do practical
Math - 5 period of math.. although is long but i nv sleep ..(:
After school , study until 5.30p.m. and went home ..

i know i m very selfish and wat i had done to u is too much..i have my reasons and i have decided to keep it to myself..but i am sure its not because of u ..this 2 days i think alot. i know i m selfish and wat i have done is so unfair to u ..i agree with u that watever decision the person made , must be benefit to the person ..if not the end, person who get hurt the most is me . i had chosen a more selfish path and i know i will hurt you but i don wish to get hurt anymore.although the person who hurt me is not u but i'm tired of getting hurt again and again .. so i choose to avoid anything to protect myself..

Wat if those who make the person happy the most are those who make the person cry the most.

If u tell me , u hate me and don wish to be friend with me anymore..
i will say, i hate u too and i don even care if u are my friend..